what a strange job... i wonder if these fishermen feel a different kind of lonely?? i don't even want to think about... im depressed now :(((((

i just wanna rock and roll and shop all day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! give me money......

a couple days ago was a beautiful day... i had just gone grocery shopping at around 11 am... the weather was perfect. i sat on the cold grass waiting for the bus to go towards my apartment to put the groceries away.. sitting there on the grass i put on my headphones and listened to michael byron's awakening at the inn of birds (the song "Continents of City and Love").. With the combination of the music and the hot weather with the big breezes, i felt really human and real... it was nice.. everyone around me seemed to be feeling the same.. i saw an older woman walk by and i could feel her personality and the genuineness she felt in her life.. and i saw some other people enjoying the feeling of the weather in the strange feeling of time.....

i love chloe sevigny..
she's got such a raw personality and it really shows in her films that she's played in. To me, she has this sheer vulnerability that is portrayed in her attitude. There's an eternal sadness displayed in middle America that she brings to the screen. Looking at her, you can see her entire life in her eyes and it seems like she always draws on that. She's a star!

i love this art i found yesterday:

JULIA HILL






RICHARD WILKINSON


RAQUEL APARICIO

Andras Schiff Concert (22.April.2008 8pm)

~ he used hardly any pedal (except on moonlight, which is written, but not so nice on the modern piano)
~ the fly up by one of the lights seemed to be lost and seemed so out of place with beethoven being played... he was racing so fast trying to find an exit and it was such an interesting contrast to the atmosphere... i think being up close with the fly would've been so loud!!! but it was quiet from where i was sitting (she found her way out somehow or decided to go fly somewhere else)... was i the only one to see this fly??
~ i had never noticed before the "wave-like" sound of the audience moving after a section of musical tension... it was the sound of all the clothes moving and rubbing against the seats and their bodies... SOFT WAVES